BONUS CHAPTER ONE: A Story of Charles Whitaker, Twenty Years Before

The verdict came down at four o'clock on a Tuesday, and by six Charles Whitaker was still sitting in his chambers with his wig on the desk in front of him, looking at it.

He had won. That was the plain fact, and he had been informed of it by the foreman, the justice, opposing counsel, and a man in the corridor whose name he did not know. A dock labourer named Reeve would sleep in Bermondsey tonight instead of in a cell, because Charles had spent eleven weeks establishing that a warehouse ledger had been altered in a hand that could not have belonged to the accused. Eleven weeks. Four hundred pages of transcript. One column of figures that did not sit correctly against another column of figures.

It was the best work he had ever done. He had expected to feel something more decisive about it.

"You are sitting in the dark," said a voice from the doorway, "with your wig off, staring at your own desk like a man reading his own obituary. This is not how I imagined finding the finest barrister in London on the evening of his triumph."

"There is a lamp."

"There is a lamp behind you, which casts you in silhouette and makes the whole arrangement far more theatrical than you intend." David Whitaker came in without being invited — he had never in his life been invited anywhere by his brother, and had never once required it — and dropped into the chair opposite with the loose confidence of a man four years younger and entirely uninterested in his own dignity. "Reeve's wife wept on the courthouse steps. She was looking for you. You had already gone out the side door."

"I do not care to be wept on."

"You do not care to be thanked," David said. "It is a different failing and a considerably stranger one."

They did not look much alike, the brothers Whitaker, and strangers were forever failing to place them. Charles was the taller and the greyer, at thirty-eight already carrying himself like a man of fifty, which he privately considered an economy: he would only have to learn it once. David at thirty-four was quick and untidy and perpetually in motion, a solicitor by trade and an advocate by temperament, which their father had said was a great deal like being a racehorse employed to pull a cart.

"You have a smell of the Southwark papers about you," David said, tipping his chin at the stacked boxes along the wall. "You have been reading my brief."

"I have been correcting your brief."

"You have been reading it, which for you is a form of affection, and I intend to be moved by it whether you permit me or not."

There was a knock — three light raps and then the handle turning, because the person on the other side of it had never waited to be admitted anywhere in this building either.

"I have brought food," Anne Whitaker announced, "because I know precisely what the pair of you have eaten today, and the answer is nothing, and one of you is my husband and the other is worse."

She was a small, unhurried woman with a covered basket over one arm and, holding tightly to the other hand, a child of six in a coat too warm for the weather. Anne set the basket down, kissed her husband on the top of his head as though he were a much younger man, and looked at her brother-in-law with the frank appraisal of a woman who had been managing him for years.

"You have won," she said. "You look terrible."

"Thank you."

"There is cold beef and there is bread and there is a pie which is my mother's and which I do not recommend, and you will eat all of it because you are grey in the face." She began to unpack, unhurried. "Elizabeth. Do you remember your uncle?"

The child had been considering the room with enormous suspicion — the wall of black boxes, the shelves, the strange smell of paper and ink and cold ash. She looked up at Charles with David's eyes and none of David's certainty, and Charles, who had faced the Queen's Bench without a flutter, found himself entirely at a loss.

"Good evening, Elizabeth," he said, rather formally.

Elizabeth considered him.

"Have you got any pictures?"

"I am afraid not. Not one."

"In all of it?" She looked at the wall of boxes with something close to horror. "In all of the boxes?"

"In all of the boxes. They contain nothing but words, and most of the words are about problems."

She thought about this with the terrible seriousness of the very young, and then, having evidently reached a verdict of her own, crossed the room and put her hand flat on his knee for balance and told him at considerable length about a dog she had seen on Chancery Lane, which had been brown, and enormous, and had looked at her.

Charles listened. He did not interrupt her once, which David observed and did not comment upon, and Anne observed and stored away.

"That is quite a dog," he said, when she had finished.

"Yes," Elizabeth agreed, satisfied, and went to sit under the desk, which she had plainly identified as the best feature of the room.

They ate. It was, Charles thought afterward, the only meal he had properly tasted in eleven weeks — cold beef in a chambers full of boxes, his brother talking with his mouth full about a magistrate they both despised, Anne correcting the worst of the slander, and a child underneath the desk conducting a lengthy negotiation with a wooden horse.

At half past seven Anne began gathering coats.

"She must be fed properly and put to bed, and neither of those things will occur in this room." She stooped and retrieved her daughter, who protested on principle and then subsided. "Come and dine with us on Sunday, Charles. Actually dine. Not the kind where you read documents at the table and answer questions eleven minutes after they are asked."

"I have never—"

"You did it at Easter. David timed you." Anne kissed his cheek. "Sunday."

At the door, Elizabeth twisted round in her mother's arms.

"Uncle Charles. If you get a picture, you must tell me."

"You have my word," said Charles Whitaker, who did not give it lightly, and who would remember, twenty years later, having given it over a dog on Chancery Lane.

Then they were gone, and the room was very quiet, and David was already reaching for his coat.

"Right," he said. "Now we go out."

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The Blue Anchor was warm and low-ceilinged and smelled of chops and coal smoke, and it was full of men who neither knew nor cared what had happened in the Central Criminal Court that afternoon, which was precisely why David had chosen it.

"To the ledger," David said, raising his glass. "To the least romantic act of heroism ever performed in an English courtroom."

"It was not heroism. It was arithmetic."

"It was arithmetic no one else troubled to do, which is the only sort of heroism I have ever properly believed in." David drank. "Everybody else looked at Reeve and saw a labourer with a debt and a temper. You looked at a page. You have always looked at the page, Charles, when the whole room is looking at the man. It is your one great gift and you have no notion you possess it."

"I possess a good many gifts."

"You possess a good many skills. There is a difference and I have been meaning to explain it to you for some years." He signalled for another. "Now. Since drink has been taken, I intend to say a thing you will not enjoy."

"Then do not say it."

"Anne asked me to."

"Then she may say it in her own house on Sunday, where I shall be obliged to be polite."

"She is at home feeding a child who negotiates like a Chancery silk. The office falls to me." David turned his glass on the table. "You are six-and-eight. You have chambers, a practice that will be the envy of the Inn inside five years, and a house in which nothing has been moved since Mother died. When do you intend to marry?"

Charles was quiet a moment.

"I do not intend to," he said. "It is not a delay. It is not that I have failed to meet the woman. I have looked at the thing squarely and concluded that it is not for me. Some men are built for a household. I am built for a brief."

"That is the most depressing sentence I have ever heard a Whitaker utter, and our father once described a funeral as adequately attended."

"It is not depressing. It is accurate. I am not unhappy, David — that is what none of you will credit. When I am inside a case I am not restless, or lonely, or anything else at all. I am simply in it. I have found nothing else that does that." He turned his own glass. "Why should I take a woman's whole life from her in exchange for the third-best hours of mine?"

David did not answer at once.

"That," he said finally, "is the first honest thing you have said all evening, and I dislike it intensely, and I shall not argue with it tonight." He drained his glass and set it down. "My turn, then. Since we are being honest."

"Must we continue?"

"I want more, Charles."

Charles looked up.

"I want more from life. Not money. Not this—" a gesture that took in the chophouse, the city, the ordinary evening. "I have Anne and I have Elizabeth and I would not exchange either for a seat in the Lords. I mean the work. I am weary of drafting other men's leases. I am weary of being the clever Whitaker who is not the serious one." He said it lightly, and it was not light at all. "You are giving me Southwark. Four men dead in a factory floor collapse and a coroner's inquest that was buried inside a fortnight, and a family whose name opens every door in the county. Do you know what I felt when you handed me that brief?"

"Terror, I should hope."

"Gratitude," David said. "Which frightened me a good deal more. Because it meant I had been waiting for you to think me worth it." He shook his head once, impatient with himself. "Do not make a business of it. I only wished to say that I know what it cost you to give it away, and that I intend to be worth the giving."

Charles held his brother's eyes for a long moment.

"You are already worthy," he said.

David grinned, and the seriousness went out of him as fast as it had come, and he looked past his brother's shoulder and something else arrived in its place.

"Now. Do not turn round."

"Why?"

"Because there is a woman by the window with a book. In a chophouse. On a Tuesday." He was delighted. "Whatever else may be said of her, she is not here for the chops."

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She was not, in fact, looking at him — she was looking at the window, and the window was reflecting the room, and Charles worked this out at approximately the moment he arrived at her table, by which time retreat had become the more conspicuous of his two remaining options.

"Forgive me," he said. "My brother has formed a theory about you, and I am obliged to test it."

The woman looked up. She had a plain, intelligent face and grey eyes and a book held open with one thumb, and she regarded him with the particular patience of a person prepared to be interrupted, provided the interruption justifies itself.

"What is the theory?"

"That you are not here for the chops."

"Your brother observes well." She turned the book face-down. "I am waiting for my father, who has been an hour late for every appointment of his life, including my christening. I have learned to bring something to do." A pause. "You are the barrister."

"I beg your pardon?"

"The two gentlemen behind me have discussed you for twenty minutes. Whitaker, who got the dock labourer off. There was a wager on it at their office. One of them has lost four shillings and is bearing it very badly." She said it without ceremony. "My congratulations, I suppose. Though they seemed to feel the man was guilty and that you had simply been cleverer than the truth."

Charles discovered, with some surprise, that he had sat down.

"He was not guilty."

"How do you know?"

"Because the ledger entry that condemned him was written in a hand which had also written eleven other entries in that book, and Reeve cannot write." He heard himself explaining and could not account for it. "The prosecution's case required a man to have forged a document he was incapable of reading. Nobody looked. It took eleven weeks to prove and it ought to have taken an afternoon."

The grey eyes considered him for a moment.

"Then they are fools," she said, "and you are owed a good deal more than four shillings." She took up her book again, and then, without looking up: "Frances Ainsworth. My father is Ainsworth of Ainsworth and Pyke, who conveyance property tediously and have done since the beginning of time. If you remain there much longer he will arrive and attempt to give you a card."

"Charles Whitaker."

"I know. There were the two gentlemen, and the four shillings."

Across the room, David Whitaker had put his chin in his hand and was watching his brother with the frank, undisguised joy of a man who intended to be insufferable about this for the next twenty years and had already begun composing his opening remarks.

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It did not proceed quickly. Nothing involving Charles Whitaker ever did.

There was a letter, some weeks later, upon a point of law her father had mentioned and got wrong. There was a reply. There was a second letter which had nothing to do with law at all and had cost him four attempts, of which he burned three. There were dinners, and walks, and the slow discovery — astonishing to him, unsurprising to everybody else — that Frances Ainsworth was not daunted by a man who vanished into his work for a fortnight at a time, having grown up in a house with such a man and having long since stopped taking it personally.

It was on an evening in the following spring, in her father's garden, that she said it plainly for the first time.

"You have been elsewhere all evening."

"I am here."

"You are physically present," Frances said. "It is not the same, and I have had twenty-six years of practice in telling them apart." She did not say it unkindly. That was the difficulty with Frances: she never said anything unkindly, so there was nothing to defend against. "Where do you go?"

Charles considered the question seriously, because she had asked it seriously.

"There is a case," he said. "Not mine — my brother's. I gave it to him. Four men died in a building that was known to be unsound, and the inquest was conducted in a fortnight by a coroner who had dined the week before with the man who owned the building." He turned his hat over in his hands. "David is better at it than I would be. He is better than I am at all of it, when he can keep his temper, which is roughly two days in three. But the papers are enormous and there is no one else to read them properly, and so I read them at night."

"And when the papers are finished?"

"There will be other papers."

"Yes," she said. "There will."

They walked a little way in silence.

"I am not asking you to be a different man, Charles. I knew what you were within a quarter of an hour of meeting you, and I have made no complaint since, and I do not intend to begin now." She stopped by the gate. "But I should like to know where I am to be put. That is all. Not first — I am not fool enough to ask for first. Only somewhere I can be found."

He had no answer for that.

He was aware, standing in a dark garden with his hat in his hands, that he ought to have had one, and that a better man would have produced it, and that the silence was going on considerably too long.

"You see," Frances said gently. "That is the whole of my point."

Then she took his arm and turned him toward the house, and did not mention it again for years.

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One year later, they dined together on a Sunday in July — the four of them, and Elizabeth, who was permitted at table until the pudding and then removed under protest.

Anne had cooked, and Anne had opinions, and Anne had been waiting a considerable while for both.

"Well," she said, entirely without preamble, "the two of you have been at this for a year and a half, and I should like to know whether anybody in this room intends to say anything official about it, or whether we are all to pretend indefinitely that Miss Ainsworth simply appears at my table by natural process, like weather."

Frances laughed. Charles reached for the water.

"That is a great many assumptions in one sentence," he said.

"It is one assumption in one sentence, and you have just avoided it in the manner of a man being asked about his income."

"I am a barrister. Avoidance is a professional accomplishment."

"He does it beautifully," Frances said. "You have to admire the craft."

"I decline to admire it." Anne pointed her fork. "David, help me."

And David — who had been eating steadily and saying nothing, and who was incapable, constitutionally and permanently, of leaving a true thing unsaid — set down his knife.

"I shall not help you tease him," he said. "I shall say the actual thing instead, and then we may all be uncomfortable together and get it over with."

"David—" Charles began.

"You are the best man I know," David said. "That is not flattery; I have made a study of it and the field is disappointing. You will spend eleven weeks and four hundred pages on a dock labourer whose name will never appear in a newspaper, and you will do it again next year, and you will never once tell anybody. And I have watched you decide — decide, Charles, the way you decide everything, in a column, with reasons — that a man who does that ought not to have a life of his own. As though the two were in competition. As though there were a finite quantity and you had spent it all on strangers." He was not smiling now. "It is the only stupid thing about you. And I have to sit here and watch you do it to a woman who has never once complained, at my own table, over my wife's beef."

The room was very quiet.

Frances set her hand briefly on Charles's sleeve — not gripping it, only resting there.

"We can go, if you would rather," she said, low, meant for him alone.

And that — Charles thought afterward, in a house in which nothing had been moved since his mother died — that was the moment. Not the chophouse, not the letters, not the garden. That: a woman who had just been argued over at another family's dinner table offering him the door before she asked anything for herself.

"No," he said. "Stay."

Anne, to her credit, had gone rather pink.

"I have overreached," she said. "Charles, I withdraw it. Entirely. Eat your dinner."

"I do not withdraw it," said David.

"No," Anne agreed, resigned. "You never do."

"He is my brother and he is being an idiot, and I decline to pretend otherwise merely because there is pudding."

So they ate, and they argued — properly, warmly, with three of them against Charles and Charles conceding nothing and losing anyway, because David Whitaker on a subject he believed in was a force his elder brother had never once been able to withstand in thirty-four years, and because there is no argument on earth harder to answer than a true one delivered by someone who loves you.

At some point the talk turned, as it always did, to Southwark — to the coroner, to the family whose name opened doors, to a widow in Bermondsey who had been offered nine pounds to say nothing.

Anne put down her fork.

"No work at this table."

"It is not work," David said. "It is—"

"It is work, and it is Sunday, and there is a child under the sideboard who is not asleep and is certainly listening." Anne rose to fetch the pudding. "The dead men will still be dead tomorrow, and so will the coroner, and you may both be brilliant about it then."

David caught his brother's eye across the table, and something passed between them — the particular look of two men who have been told off in the same terms since boyhood and have never yet learned to mind it.

"Tomorrow, then," David said.

"Tomorrow," said Charles.

BONUS CHAPTER TWO: What Remains

The Southwark case took nineteen months, and it grew teeth.

It had begun as four dead men and a coroner's inquest concluded in a fortnight. By the second winter it had become something considerably larger and a good deal uglier: a building certified sound by a surveyor who had certified nine others for the same family; a foreman dismissed a week after the collapse and gone from his lodgings by the month's end; a widow in Bermondsey offered nine pounds to say nothing, who had taken it, and who wept when David found her and gave it back in coin she had plainly been saving in a jar.

Witnesses forgot things. Documents proved unavailable. A clerk at the surveyor's office who had promised David a look at the certification book was suddenly and mysteriously promoted to a post in Liverpool.

"It is coming apart," Charles said, in the January, across a table stacked with it. "You know that."

"It is coming apart because it is working." David had not shaved in two days and had the particular brightness about him that his brother had learned to distrust in courtrooms and to fear everywhere else. "They do not buy off a foreman in a case that is failing, Charles. They do not send a clerk to Liverpool. Every door they shut tells me where the room is."

"That is an excellent line and I should like to see you survive long enough to use it."

"Say the word and I shall hand it back." David sat down heavily. "I mean that. It was your brief. If you tell me tonight that it cannot be won, I shall write to the family in the morning and be ashamed of myself for the rest of my life, and I shall do it, because you have never once been wrong about a case."

And Charles Whitaker looked at the papers, and at the map of shut doors, and at his brother — who was untidy and impossible and had been right in the last three arguments they had had — and did the arithmetic he had been doing for nineteen months, and arrived where he always arrived.

"It can be won," he said. "You are going to win it."

He would remember that sentence for the rest of his life. He would remember it at three in the morning for twenty years and turn it over, looking for the place where a more careful man would have said something else.

There was none. That was the unbearable part. He had been right.

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David and Anne went into Kent for three days at the end of February, because the case had reached the stage where letters arrived at the house at night and David wanted his family out of London.

A carriage on the Sevenoaks road in the evening, in rain. A second vehicle taken at speed round a blind turn. A horse destroyed where it stood, a wheel sheared clean from the axle, and both occupants of the first carriage dead before the surgeon could be brought — David Whitaker, thirty-five, and his wife Anne, twenty-nine, four miles from a house where their daughter was being minded by a housekeeper who had let her stay up past eight because it was a holiday.

The second vehicle belonged to the son of an Earl. He was found to have dined well. There was an inquiry, and Charles Whitaker pursued it for eleven months, and gathered depositions, and traced the vehicle, and established where the young man had drunk and who had settled the account, and built the whole of it in columns, one figure against another figure, the way he had built everything since he was twenty-three years old.

It was dismissed in a single morning.

He went home from that courtroom and sat in a chair in a house in which nothing had been moved since his mother died, and understood, with perfect and permanent clarity, that he had told his brother the case could be won, and that his brother had believed him, and that the machinery he had served the whole of his adult life had glanced at the evidence of what it cost and moved on to the next matter of business.

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The child had not been in the carriage.

That was the entire content of the first letter, and he read it four times before the sense of it arrived, and then he was sick, and then he went to Kent.

Elizabeth was eight years old. She was brought into the front hall of his house on a Thursday by a solicitor and a woman from the parish, wearing a black dress that had been made in three days, holding a cloth bag with both hands. She did not cry. She had not cried, the woman said, since the second day, and the woman clearly considered this admirable and said so twice.

"Elizabeth," Charles said.

She looked up at him. She had David's eyes and nothing at all of David behind them.

"Do you know who I am?"

"You are my uncle," she said. "You have chambers. There are no pictures in any of the boxes."

"That is right." His voice did something unhelpful. "That is quite right."

She looked around the hall — the coat stand, the barometer, the umbrella jar, the entire furniture of a man who had lived alone for twenty years — and said nothing else at all.

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He was hopeless. That was the plain finding, and he arrived at it within a week and could not appeal it.

He did not know how much a child ought to eat. He did not know that a girl of eight cannot fasten her own dress at the back, and discovered it only because she wore the same one for three days rather than ask him. He put her to bed at eight because eight seemed a reasonable hour, and lay awake listening to her not sleeping through a wall, and did not go in, because he could not think of a single thing to say that would not make it worse.

It was Frances who found the dress.

She had come on the Tuesday, and again on the Thursday, and by the second week she came every day, and she did it without ever once announcing that she was doing it.

"She cannot reach the buttons," Frances said, in the kitchen, quietly. "She will not tell you, because she has decided she must not be trouble to anybody. So you will have to notice for her. That is the whole of the work, Charles. Not affection. Noticing."

"I do not know how to notice a thing I have never had to look for."

"No," Frances agreed. "You do not. So I shall tell you, and you shall write it down, because you are a man who believes nothing until it is in a column." She sat, and folded her hands. "She will not ask for food. Feed her at the same hours every day and she will eat. She will not ask for light. Leave the door open exactly as wide as she leaves it and do not adjust it, because she has made a decision about that door and it is the only decision she has been permitted to make in five weeks. Do not tell her that her mother is at peace. She does not want peace, she wants Anne, and she is eight, and she will know you are managing her." A breath. "And when she wakes screaming, do not carry her. Sit down outside the door where she can see you, and stay there, and say nothing at all. She does not need to be soothed. She needs to look up and find that somebody is still there."

Charles wrote it all down. Every word of it, in the small careful hand he used for evidence, on the back of a brief.

He still had that page thirty years later.

He was, it turned out, capable of learning. He was, in fact, extremely good at learning, once a thing had been rendered into instructions — and so, over that spring, in the manner of a man mastering an unfamiliar area of law, Charles Whitaker learned his niece. He learned that she would eat if the plate simply appeared without comment. He learned the door. He learned to sit on the floor of the landing at two in the morning with a candle and a deposition, reading, while a child slept badly on the other side of a doorway and woke, twice, and looked out, and found him there, and went back to sleep.

And every single thing he learned, he learned from Frances Ainsworth, who taught him one careful piece at a time, and who was, in doing so, building with her own hands the only reason he would ever be able to manage without her.

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The failures were small. That was their nature. Not one of them, alone, was worth remarking upon.

There was the dinner at the Ainsworths' in April which he did not attend, because Elizabeth had been sick in the night. There was the second, in May, which he attended and left early. There was their upcoming wedding, moved from the June to the autumn, arranged by letter, without discussion — he had assumed she would understand, and she did understand, which he took for agreement.

There was the evening in July when she came with the pattern book, because a wedding required decisions about a hundred things he did not care about and had said so cheerfully, as though it were a compliment to her taste. She sat with the book open on her knee for forty minutes while he explained the difficulty of persuading a child to sleep in a room by herself.

"You have not asked me one question since I came in," she said.

"I am sorry. It is only that if she does not sleep she does not eat, and if she does not eat—"

"Yes," Frances said. "I know. You have told me."

And there was the afternoon in August when she sat on the garden step beside Elizabeth in a good dress and told her, without preamble, about a house in Norfolk and a dog called Pepper who had been afraid of geese and a boat that had sunk in four feet of water with her cousin in it. Elizabeth listened. Elizabeth said, "Thank you," in a small polite voice, and went inside.

Charles found Frances still sitting on the step at six o'clock.

"She is not unkind," he said. "She is—"

"I know precisely what she is. She is a child who has lost everything and is holding herself together by giving none of it to anybody, and one day she will be able to and it will be a very great day." Frances did not look up. "I did not sit here for her, Charles. I sat here because I thought you might come out and find us together, and be glad of it."

He had no answer for that.

"You did not," she said. "You came out at six o'clock to ask whether she had eaten."

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He understood it in October, in the parlour, on the evening she came to discuss whether the wedding ought to be moved again or simply left unfixed until the spring.

He understood it all at once, the way he understood everything — not as a feeling but as a case, complete, the evidence assembled and the conclusion inescapable. A woman who had waited years. A woman who had spent five months teaching a man to raise another woman's child and had never once been thanked in a manner that cost him anything. A woman who had asked, in a garden, years ago, only to be put somewhere she could be found — and who had not been found since then.

And behind all of it the other thing, the thing he had told nobody: that he was not finished with the son of an Earl. That he had lost the inquiry and had not stopped, and would not stop, and had already written eleven letters that year to men who would never answer them. That there was a hardness setting in him like frost in a wall, and he could feel it, and he did not intend to fight it, because it was the only thing he had left that resembled loyalty to his brother.

"Frances," he said. "You want a family."

"I want a life, Charles. With you. I have wanted it for years, and I have been patient in a manner my father calls saintly and my aunt calls foolish, and I am no longer certain which of them is right."

"I know." He made himself go on, because he had learned in courtrooms that the only way through a bad passage is straight down the middle of it. "You want children of your own. You have said so from the beginning and you were right to say it, and I have never once told you that it was too much to ask, because it was not."

"Charles—"

"I do not know if I shall ever want another child."

The room was very quiet.

"That is not grief speaking," he said. "It is not this year. I have turned it over until there is nothing left of it to turn. That girl upstairs is what remains of my brother, and I told him the case could be won, and he believed me, and he is dead, and there is not one hour of the day in which she is not the first thing in my mind." His voice held, barely. "And there is the other business. The inquiry. I have not stopped, Frances. I shall not stop. I have looked at the man I am going to become over the next twenty years — a man with a grudge and a child and a practice, in that order — and I would not wish that on anybody, and I will not wish that on you."

"You might let me decide that."

"You would decide it wrongly," Charles said, "and you would be kind about it, and I would watch it cost you for thirty years, and I should not survive it." He looked at her. "You have waited years for a life I can no longer give you. I will not ask you to spend the next years waiting to see whether I have anything left over. You would wait. That is the whole difficulty. You would wait, and it would eat you, and you would never once complain, and I would let you, because I am a selfish man and I have discovered it rather late."

Frances Ainsworth sat entirely still.

Then she began to cry — not loudly, and not in a manner that asked anything of him, but the way a person cries when a weight they have carried a long while is finally set down and proves to have been heavier than they ever admitted.

"You are right," she said. "That is the unforgivable part of it. You are perfectly right, and you have thought it all the way through, and you are the only man I have ever known who would say it aloud instead of letting it happen slowly over ten years."

"Frances—"

"No." She stood, and found her gloves, and got the second one wrong and had to begin again. "No. I shall not sit here and be comforted by you. That is past what I can manage."

At the door she stopped, and did not turn round.

"Be kind to her. Not attentive — you will be attentive; you are constitutionally incapable of anything else. Be kind. It is not the same thing and you have never been able to tell the difference." A pause. "And do not let her grow up believing that the work is the whole of it. That is my last piece of instruction, Charles, and it is the only one you will find difficult."

Then she was gone, and a carriage pulled away down a wet street, and Charles Whitaker stood in a parlour in a house in which nothing had been moved since his mother died, and did not follow it.

◆◆◆

The winter was very bad, and then it was less bad, and then one evening in the following spring he could not find the fairy tales.

They had been Anne's — a red cloth volume, much handled — and they had been failing for weeks in any case, because the stories had a mother in them roughly every eleven pages and there was no getting round it. Elizabeth had stopped asking for them. She had simply begun sitting on the end of her bed at half past eight with her hands in her lap, waiting to be read to, which was somehow a great deal worse than asking.

Charles searched for six minutes and then gave up and took what was to hand, which was the brief he had been reading on the landing.

"This is not a story," he said, sitting down. "I want that understood at the outset. It is a case."

"What is a case?"

"It is what happens when two people cannot agree about something that has already occurred, and they bring it to a room full of strangers to be settled." He turned to the summary and skipped, without appearing to skip, the parts concerning the injuries. "This one is about a baker."

The baker had sold bread short of weight. He had done it for eleven months, to poor customers, in a district where nobody weighed anything, and he had been caught by a clerk who had troubled to bring his own scales.

Elizabeth listened with her chin on her knees.

"Was he wicked?"

"He was a man who found that nobody was looking," Charles said. "That is a different thing, and it is a great deal more common, and it is worth knowing the difference." He closed the brief. "Most people are honest when they are watched. The question that matters — the only question that has ever mattered, in my opinion — is what a man does in the ten minutes when he is quite certain no one will ever know."

She thought about this for a long while.

"What did you do?" she asked. "In the ten minutes."

Charles Whitaker looked at his brother's daughter and did not answer immediately, because she had asked the question the way David asked questions, which was without any notion that it might be impolite.

"I try to behave as though somebody were watching," he said. "I am not always successful. But I try."

"Who is watching?"

"Nobody. That is rather the point."

She frowned at the ceiling for a moment, working at it, and then she nodded once, having filed it somewhere, and lay down.

He read her a case the following night, and the night after that. He chose them with more care than he chose his own briefs — a landlord who had lied about a roof, a company that had known about a staircase, a woman who had told the truth in a room where it cost her everything to tell it. He never once explained the moral of any of them. He simply read, and stopped, and waited, and let her arrive at her own conclusion.

She arrived every time.

And on an unremarkable afternoon in the following February he came home early and found her in the study, having climbed onto the chair at his desk, her legs swinging a foot and a half above the floor, the third volume of a bound casebook propped open against the inkstand.

"That is far too complicated for you," he said. "You will not understand a word of it."

Elizabeth did not look up.

"I have understood eleven words of it," she said, and put her finger on the page, and read out, in the flat careful voice of a child sounding out a sentence she has already sounded out several times: "The defendant owed a duty of care to the plaintiff, and did breach it." She looked up at last, entirely serious. "What is a duty of care?"

Charles crossed the room slowly, the way one crosses a room in which a bird has got in.

"It is a thing you owe to a person," he said, "whether you have promised it or not. Because of what you are to them."

She swung her legs and considered it.

"Like you and me," she said.

He had to look at the window for a moment.

"Yes," he said. "Rather like you and me."

P.S. Charles Whitaker never did learn to be kind. But he raised a girl who reads the page when the whole room is reading the man — and twenty years from this evening, that will be the only thing standing between an innocent Duke and the rope — her story continues in The Tarnished Duke, available now on Amazon.